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Dec. 24th, 2018 03:00 pmI hate being anything but mildly positive on the blog-o-sphear but I've just been. unrelentingly depressed for longer than should be mentioned.
A lot of it has to do with the different contributing factors of 1) me being terrible in school, 2) unrelenting dysphoria, 3) occasionally abusive and unsupportive parents, 4) no friends, 5) no direction in life. but it's just, getting to me lately. I'm incredibly lonely, and it sounds so whiny and terrible.
Being in the closet as a queer person sucks. I just spent the third birthday in a row without celebrating it or anything, and this was my 21st, which kind of feels like a "Big" one. But I have no one. No one gives a shit about me, and it sucks!
It's Christmas!! I shouldn't be depressed on Christmas!!
A lot of it has to do with the different contributing factors of 1) me being terrible in school, 2) unrelenting dysphoria, 3) occasionally abusive and unsupportive parents, 4) no friends, 5) no direction in life. but it's just, getting to me lately. I'm incredibly lonely, and it sounds so whiny and terrible.
Being in the closet as a queer person sucks. I just spent the third birthday in a row without celebrating it or anything, and this was my 21st, which kind of feels like a "Big" one. But I have no one. No one gives a shit about me, and it sucks!
It's Christmas!! I shouldn't be depressed on Christmas!!
